Tell me why?

In my dream children sing a song of love for every boy and girl, the sky is blue and fields are green and laughter is the language of the world, then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need, tell me why does it have to be like this? Tell me why is there something I have missed? tell me why cos I don't understand when so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand, tell me why? Everyday I ask myself what will I have to do to be a man? Do I have to stand and fight to prove to everybody who I am? Is that what my life is for to waste in a world full of war? When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand, tell me why does the tiger run, tell me why do we shoot the gun, tell me why do we never learn. Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn? why do we say we care, tell me why do we stand and stare, tell me why do the dolphins cry. Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die? why if we're all the same, tell me why do we pass the blame, tell me why does it never end... Can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends?

I've lost and found...

Is there any just cause for feeling like this? On the surface I'm a name on a list, I try to be discreet, but then blow it again. I've lost and found, it's my final mistake. She's loving by proxy, no give and all take 'cos I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times... I am not okay!