destiny and...

I still remember the world From the eyes of a child, Slowly those feelings, were clouded by what I know now, where has my heart gone? An uneven trade for the real world, I want to go back to Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all. I still remember the sun always warm on my back. Somehow,it seems colder now. Trapped in the eyes of a stranger, I want to go back to Believing in everything Oh God, King most wonderful, the conqueror renowned, the sweetness most ineffablein whom all joys are found., As the years pass by before my face, as wars rage before me, finding myself in these last days of existence, this parasite inside me, I forced it out.I n the darkness of the storm lies an evil, but it's me. an uneven trade for the real world... I wanna believe... I want to believe.