She didn't leave a letter...

It doesn't seem right 'cause the will has brought no fortune, still I cry alone at night... don't you judge of my composure 'cause I'm lying to myself, and the reason why she left me, did she find In someone else?
I am the dead, I am the agony inside the dying head, this is injustice, I pray this punishment would have mercy on me, it seems that she has left me for such reasons unexplained... I need To find the truth... she didn't leave a letter she just up and ran away...